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Negative Neutral: Meeting Hatter

Memory goes here through Page 15 of Chapter 4 (Skip parts w/o Setsuna).

What he learns?
- He was holding onto some sort of scale that felt like it was connected to a promise.
- Apparently he could better connect with Alexiel's memories while in her body.
- Kurai was explaining the layers of heaven and hell when that weird hatter guy showed up.
- The Mad Hatter. :/
- Also he could get inside his head and he didn't like that. AT ALL. :E
- He knew the Hatter's guess could place people under the Hatter's control.
- Hatter's the one who told him about Raphael. So he wanted to find Raphael to bring back his original body.
- Hatter teased him that people would always see Alexiel instead of him.
- He was totally stoked to go kidnap Rapahel. 8D
- There's that Sara name again... Who is she? A friend? A girlfriend?

What this means in Decollage?

Well, it does poke at Hawk's insecurity some, especially now that he's not sure if he's borrowing Alexiel's powers or not... But Uriel said he was the messiah... Mostly unsure feelings. Oh, and sensing a common link between Shark and Hatter when it comes to possession. So this really is a demon thing. He'll need to have a chat...

Negative Trivial: Seeing Hatter kiss Kurai

Memory goes here through Page 25.

What he learns?
- Voice apparently needed surgery for something?
- Kurai was hanging with that hat guy. Grosssssss.
- Kurai got kissed by that hat guy. SUPER GROSS.
- Eww.

What this means in Decollage?

Just eww Hatter feelings mostly and some wondering what happened to Voice.

Positive Trivial: Seducing Boyz

Memory goes here through Page 8.

What he learns?
- The Evil were using magic to keep... him?? alive while his conscious was in Alexiel's body. What happened to him? Why did he get switched? Ugh, why can't Uriel still be here?
- He liked to torment Boyz with sexual humor because it got a great reaction from him. :3

What this means in Aather?
Well, this is probably the first memory where Setsuna does not feel so uncomfortable about being in a woman's body and his general attitude toward it will influence Hawk. In that Hawk will probably also stop being so iffy about it and more embracing the trolling potential. Since both Setsuna and Hawk loev trolling. :3
But this memory also makes Hawk want to know even more about why he was in Alexiel's body to begin with and how is it that he's back in (what he assumes is) his regular body? Uriel never got to explain any of this to him.
Also, possibly wondering whether his powers of seduction can work on Shark since that sounds pretty hilarious. :|a

HAWK R SRS ANGEL.

Neutral Trivial: Eden Lost (Alexiel)

Memory goes here through Page 26.
Okay, I'm going to futz with this memory a bit because I don't want Hawk to have access to Setsuna's thoughts here. This memory is Alexiel's so this memory only includes Alexiel's perspective, not Setsuna's. Sorry if that's confusing.

What he learns?
- He is aware that through most of this memory, his (Alexiel's) conscious is either struggling to resist being overtaken by another (Setsuna's) or talking to that conscious, but he doesn't know who is who yet.
- It looks like he's facing off against that person whose face he saw in Hell. Lucifer?
- Lucifer says they are the same. Unsafe... Also, is Lucifer talking to him or Alexiel since he uses "woman?"
- Smashing through windows is badass!
- Giant eyeballs... OF COURSE HIS MEMORIES INCLUDE GIANT EYEBALLS WHY NOT
- Apparently, the giant eyeballs are part of something called Adam Kadmon, which is Alexiel's? parent... ?
- And Alexiel ate part of her parent... Swell. Good to know. Ew. That's probably what fucked her up so bad. And him, he guesses.
- He had to destroy the eyeball to restore his energy for some reason...
- He wanted to destroy the place (Eden), even though it also felt like destroying his parent...
- OH THAT'S HOW HE FLIES WITH THREE WINGS. :o
- There was a lot of resistance when he tried to blow up Eden. He guesses that means that Alexiel was the person in control and he (Setsuna) was the one fighting to get back.
- Alexiel destroyed Eden, but then everything went black. But it felt... like a sleep rather than a loss of consciousness so... that's a good thing, right?

What this means in Decollage?
This memory is pretty damn confusing, but it does tell him that Alexiel knows Lucifer and that one of the reasons Alexiel was cursed was for eating her parents. That makes no damn sense but is really gross. The other big thing here is now Hawk remembers how to fly properly. o/

Trivial Neutral: Wedding in Hell

Memory goes here through Page 23.

What he learns?
- Why is Nanatsusaya's giant face on a wall... ?
- Oh. Apparently that's Lucifer. So that's who Alexiel was afraid of him turning into. Well, that sounds just swell~.
- Some freaky clown guy believes that if they don't sacrifice a virgin to Lucifer, their world will be destroyed. AND HE'S KILLED 998 SO FAR???
- Lucifer uses his own body to support this world... ? Except some guy stole his soul and that fucked everything up. Awesome.
- One of the demons with him (Kurai) was willing to sacrifice herself. Soooo that probably means he (or Alexiel) isn't a virgin...
- Kurai sympathizes with freaky clown guy (Hatter). orz
- And then someone who apparently has been pretending to be Kurai's cousin (and is a transvestite) to betray them but actually really fell in love with Kurai attacked Hatter and sacrificed himself. 0_o
- And told... him (Setsuna???) to protect Kurai.
- Oh and then rocks fell and everyone died. Or something.
- Well. That happened.

What this means?

Okay so is he dead or what? And what the fuck was even going on between Kurai and her cousin? And why was Kurai so depressed when talking about love? WHY DOESN'T ANY OF THIS EVER MAKE ANY SENSE???

Trivial Neutral: Telling Lucifer not to love her.

Memory goes here through Page 15, excluding Alexiel's flashback.

What he learns?
- He (or Alexiel or whoever he used to be) tried to kill some guy by seducing him.
- Apparently, the dude he tried to kill is... his sword??? Who is also who he was talking to in the memory when he was asking what Nanatsusaya's wish was.
- Nanatsusaya is something else? That's why Alexiel wants to kill him?
- He (Alexiel's) cursed...
- And related to that fucking bastard Rosiel!
- And apparently wants to kill God... Okay then.
- Alexiel couldn't kill Rosiel and that's why she's... inside of him...
- WTF????
- Something something organic angel messiah... blablahblah...
- HE DIED?
- But... maybe got better... ?
- Alexiel told Nanatsusya not to love her. And that he would be his (Setsuna's) enemy?
- GOD HIS FORMER SELF WAS FUCKED UP.

What this means?

Um.... Okay, it's weird enough to remember having a guy in love with him. It's weird enough to remember being a girl. It's weird enough to remember wanting to kill God... YOU KNOW WHAT. THIS WHOLE FUCKING THING IS JUST WEIRD.

Neutral Neutral: Nanatusaya is a bitchy sword

Memory goes here through the end of the chapter. Note: I like messing with Setsuna so any recollections of his own male body are extremely blurred.

What he learns?
- Wow the evils hate him. :/ He knows from his other memory that this is because Noyz conspired everyone against him because she was possessed by it still sucks.
- His body... ?
- Apparently, he's got a sword. A talking sword. A talking sword that doesn't like anyone else touching it. Cool.
- It's a legendary holy sword. :)
- Holding the sword makes him kind of blood-crazy...
- Noyz tried to make him kill her. -_(\l
- Thankfully, he can control the sword.
- AND THEN SOMETHING KILLED THE GUY THREATENING HIM. WTF?
- Is he riding a dragon?
- This memory is balls!

What it means in Decollage?
Uhhh, he kind of wants his magic talking sword. And to know WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON. He's gotten over being a woman in his memories because whatever. That'll be explained eventually. Hopefully.

Positive Neutral: Demon Mark

Memory starts here and goes through Page 28.

What he learns?
- .... woman again...
- That guy he was with before, Boyz, is dying? That guy has a twin, Noyz.
- The twin is possessed by some freaky monster. A monster that's been trying to incite people to go against him! Bastard.
- That guy really likes him. Like really, really likes him. Miracle? What's up with that?
- People are still calling him the savior. What's up with that?
- Blah blah heaven and hell war blah blah.
- The demons protected him! Awesome! I guess everyone's friends now?
- Is the guy all right?

What this means?
Demons are cool... ? He's apparently all sorts of badass. Kaoru should really stop worrying up him. He can take care of himself!

Neutral Significant: Killing Katou

Memory goes here through Page 26.

What he learns?
- Something feels different about this memory... detached...
- Rosiel?
- HOLY SHIT HE SURE JUST KILLED A GUY. :x And he's pretty sure that guy was possessed so.
- WHAT IS WITH HIS WORLD AND POSSESSION?
- Rosiel is pretty fucking crazy.
- At least the guy felt... better about his death? Man, this sucks.
- What's with that weird pill that was inside the guy?
- Yep, Alexiel's definitely his name.
- ... is he a man now? MAKE UP YOUR MIND, MEMORIES.
- ... what just happened?

What this means?

Probably going to be awkward to have to tell people about killing a guy by accident... That feels pretty shitty actually. Not even going to deal with this possibly a guy in this memory because THIS SHIT STILL MAKES NO SENSE. Might bring up possession though. Sounds like something Mint might know something about. :|a

Neutral Trivial: Asking Nanatsusaya about his wish

Memory goes here. Just this page.

What he learns?
- .... he's still a woman. Maybe Michael was wrong about that whole disjointed thing. :/
- Nanatsusaya? Who was he talking to?
- There's that wish thing again. Just like here.
- It sure feels like... whoever he's talking to... there's something like... affection? for them?

What this means?

Pretty convinced he's supposed to be a woman and idk possessed or something. Either that or Michael's just an asshole. Probably the latter.

Neutral Neutral: Failing at seducing Michael

Memory goes here through Page 10.

What he learns?
- ........................... IS HE A WOMAN??
- NO SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK
- WHY IS HE A WOMAN?
- THIS IS FUCKED UP YO

In lesser concerns:
- He was fighting with some guy for some reason?
- Michael is really fucking loud and annoying.
- Alexiel? Is that his name?
- At least he's hot as a woman?
- His mind is disjointed from his body? WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT EVEN MEAN???
- Michael also has wings. That must mean they're the same... thing.
- He was there with someone else?
- Who's Setsuna? WHY DOES HE HAVE SO MANY FUCKING NAMES? Screw it, he's just sticking with Shadow Hawk for now. :|b
- Fire angel? What's an angel?
- Michael knows Rapahel and he needs to find Raphael for some reason. Maybe to explain WHY HE'S A WOMAN.
- Guess he had to fight him again. Swell.

What this means?
FUCK MEMORIES, MAN. THIS SHIT MAKES NO SENSE. HE'S NOT A WOMAN. :/

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