State of the Setchan AKA Not important enough for CFO

[saviorsoul]

Anyway, I've been feeling at loss in the grand canon scheme of things. Nobody's fault really. I just... miss everything. And then I don't find out about it until much later. Or I get very important plot elements casually mentioned to me and then struggle to come up with a legit response. I know this is largely failure for not emphasizing the cast chan, as I told some people I would. Or I try for certain threads, but then timezones top me and I'm too shy to ask for continuations. Seriously, I will continue things as long as people want. It's just sometimes going to take me a while.

This brings me to point two. If it hasn't been obvious by my ENDLESS WHINING, Geass is fucking my other cast up the ass every single time we turn our heads. This either makes me not want to RP at all for a few days because I'm pissy or it makes me want to focus on RPing Lelouch since I want to protect him from mean mean canon. This has led to him becoming my primary, although Setchan is always easier to play.

That makes me to Point the Third. I worry Setchan is too easy to play and that I'm not playing in the same vein as the rest of the cast. Which makes me wary about jumping canonmates and makes me even warier about jumping canonmate posts. I love Setchan. He's so much fun for me, and none of this is dropping talk. It's mostly just me bummed that I'm letting people down by not being around or by not being what I need to be. I'll try to work on it but until Geass is over, I make no promises. I have favorites, sorry.

That said, if you do want to play with me, please please PM me. I say PM because I want to know if any important plot points have occurred whilst I'm not looking. Also, PMing will make sure I actually get your comment and will follow up. I will still jump as much as I can too.

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[evilmaykurai.livejournal.com]

Honeyyy, wlu, don't fret. I may not be the most appropriate person to say this because I've been super fail with Kurai myself, but still.

Thankfully, Geass will be over soon, and with that all of the pain and suffering it's brought upon us. Hang in theeeere.

♥